My whole family was over yesterday for dinner. My special needs brother was here and I think I've noticed a connection. Every time I see him I'm angry for the next few days.
He's getting older and suffering from dementia and or Alzheimer's. There is a noticeable difference in his memory from visit to visit. While he's here I always tell him "I love you" because I don't know if it will be the last time to see him.
I'm angry the next few days, no I'm not. I'm on edge and then something inconsequential will make me angry. I'm not angry because he's getting older, I'm angry because their is nothing I can do to stop it.
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