I have magic hands. I can't do "magic" of course but I'm one hell of a surgeon. I've had patients, nurses, and peers say they are magic. Let me tell you; getting a compliment out of a jealous surgeon is harder than doing a transplant.
When I was younger I was good with my hands; I could do puzzles and magic tricks with out a problem, I even saw a guy clap with one hand once and I figured out how he did it and did it myself. When I went to med school I could do my studies and classes without a problem but I had no idea what field I wanted to get into. Until I worked with a surgeon and had a blade in my hand. My peers don't like that name, they'll call it a scalpel or even tool but they'll never be truthful like I am. It's a blade and it makes my hands magic.
I can give life back to someone that had no future. The hot sticky blood is flowing like a river of Merlot and I can cause life to go back into the patient. I can give them a future. And then I had that dream. My hands are magic, what if I didn't give my patients life? What would happen if I was cutting and the patient woke up? Would I stop or would I continue?
My dream was about my magic hands and a patient that wasn't under and wasn't willing. I couldn't see the patients face but I could see my perfect cuts. I could hear my patient in my dream. My patients' screams are what woke me up. I was disgusted with myself, not because of the dream but because of how erect I was from the dream.
Now I wonder if I'm going to start hunting prostitutes like Jack the Ripper. So far I've only cut animals but I wonder if that's how Jack started also.
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