Have you ever just gotten into a mood? I saw an old buddy from years ago. He brought his girlfriend over for dinner and we talked. It was nice talking to a friend again. However, talking to him brought back memories of the past and the people we both used to know.
I think I stopped celebrating my birthday when I was 10 or 11. My parents didn't really do much for me so why get worked up over another day. Then I started dating "her". For the three years we dated she would tell me that she had special plans for my birthday and then for three years she just forgot. The first year I was sad, the second I was mad at her, and the third I was mad at myself for believing her... again.
I never did figure out what was worse, the callous disregard for my feelings (the guy she was dating) or the fact that I apparently wasn't worth remembering.
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